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aris
is exactly as Henry Miller described it. By the time we get to Paris Im
burning with passion and fire in my soul and turgidity
in my loins and Frank is here hes handling everything hes handling
my appearances hes handling my publicity hes even handling the
women fate would throw my way as a consequence of my now being a celebrated
and translated international author and I dont give a Tennessee holler
or an Arkansas hoot because Im in Paris and I know some French and
Ive read Rimbaud and Verlaine and Jim Morrison and Rabelais and Im
in Paris and the night is screaming for me because Im in Paris and
I want to fuck the world. Its a blur of red wines
and cancan dancers and poets and newspapermen and hookers from Alsace and
well-bred women from London and banker-women from Amsterdam. Long sweaty
nights with way too much wine in dangerous bars with gangsters speaking
French and jazz wafting out all over the Left
Bank and Im eating fucking snails for breakfast
lunch and dinner and loving it. I want to live right now, and then fuck
it. The whole wad today. I want to tear the bone from the leg of the world
and crack it open and suck the marrow from it, baby, gobble it down, Im
in Paris and Im having lots of anonymous sex
and Im the featured guest at orgies and Im convincing my friends
to ditch their girlfriends that they just got
pregnant telling them they should go somewhere and write and Im taking
the money that they give me give to the girl that they left behind and Im
spending it on absinthe and guzzling it up and down the Champs-Elysées
and under the Eiffel Tower and Im swilling it at Montparnasse and
then Im fucking her too and walking and talking and the sky is torn
up with globules of sweet flesh dripping from the moon. Rodin and Moliere
and Voltaire are raising their arms up to me and there I am riding my way
into the arms of three or four women half my age and twice my age black
and yellow and brown and blue. We rut. Im
fucking everything and everyone. Im fucking the whole fucking city.
Its Paris and Im still young. Im virile and Im hungry
and Im cadging drinks. Im scum and Im beautiful. Its
Paris and Im here right nowyou can startand right now
I dont give a fuck about The Unknown. Heres the unknown,
the real unknown. I smell it, I taste it. Its dribbling from my tongue.
The sweat that this city is giving off, the shit and the piss on the streets
and the wine and the pheasants dripping blood in the marketplace and the
bread which I tear in hunks and dip in the grease and let run down my chin
and the bars I get kicked out of and the smell of her gorgeous blue panties
laid out on yellow silk sheets, or hers in my teeth, or hers in the boulangerie.
Im fucking the unknown, boys, fucking it crazy. Im using a bidet
to wash my ass of shit. Smoking hash and eating croissants. Fucking women
in foreign tongues. Its me and the sky and the whole jelly roll and
a box of crackers too. Im fucking the whole idea of France. Im
fucking all of Europe. Its Paris. Its
beautiful. Its my world and Im fucking it crazy,
fucking it crazy cock crazy, fucking tropic of
cancer type fucking fertile ripe fruit fucking from the vine sweet juice
honey oil social fucking fucking outdoors fucking in a garret fucking at
a cocktail party fucking at a theatre fucking constantly, constantly fucking.
Im fucking Anais Nin. I love it. We love. We fucking love fucking.
It fucking we love. I her fucking me fucking her we fucking constant fucking,
fucking, fucking. . . . |
Henry Miller
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at Brown University
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